Zentg
Well-Known Member
i moved across country (to florida, i knew it was gonna suck when i saw 5 trump bumper stickers in less than 20 minutes in a row and the first one was a dodge truck that cut me off then threw a cigarette out his window at my car) but ive kinda been just in limbo for the last 2 days, feeling lethargic and not really wanting to do anything, and wasn't ordering my falcon cus i didnt feel like spending the money and idk why i just lost interest, but then i randomly took a test about youtube knowledge for people wanting to start youtube channels and got 60% right out of 15 questions then i started getting depressed about how i always do crappy in tests and how college was a living hell for me and how i tried so hard but did terrible in tests and never understood anything the professors were saying during lectures and i took notes and none of the stuff i wrote ended up being relevant on the tests and people just gave me condescending advice my whole life and had to drop out after several semesters of money waseted and how i hate how i really couldn't do anything in life and i am a very smart person but i just dont have what it takes because of natural selection and i didn't make the cut which is why i will never get a girlfriend and couldn't do anything and everyone says i dont try hard enough but they have no idea, but i got really pissed off when i got the 60% on the youtube test so i ordered the v2 quanum goggles, eachine falcon, r832 video receiver, and a 3s battery for the goggles, and whatever happens - happens.