If i push forward after losing orientation I'll never see it again it goes too fast...
I have a DX6 not a 6I. If I knew what I was doing I would have been fine with a 6I...
The DX6 also has throttle curve adjustments, you could try reading the manual.
Didn't watch Quadcopter 101's link that I posted on orientation I guess, don't 'push forward', give it some rudder and see which way it turns. With your actual FCB you could first kick it into auto-level mode
then use the rudder.
You no provided no info on what you have, seems like you haven't even taken the time to figure what flight controller you have, so obviously you haven't reviewed any of that documentation or your DX6's.
Whining won't help anything.
Good Luck, maybe pray to the quadcopter fairy to show up and work a miracle for you.